Can you image a child, whose parents believe him having no emotions? Better not. Most of his childhood he just believes him being abnormal, not able to communicate with anyone he likes. Why? His friends were said to be strange and not recommended to communicate, his love was said to have criminal background, even if it was nothing more than a lie. Oh God, strange things happen in life. And now everythings is strong, too strong to bear it. I have read several books which should make my life easier, but do they really do it? At some moments I'd better prefer not to know many things. Should I feel joy because of my emotions? They won't make life easier. The feelings... (feelings... feelings... feelings...) What are you feeling now? Emotions stir inside me... Which emotions? I don't know, don't you yourself it see? I don't see it. I really don't see. I feel that... are you in love? am in love? you know I know that (you know that) I am in love (you are in love). Should I feel? you should feel it! Because all that I can do for her, do for her at the moment... you should do all that you want! but I'm far from, far from her but I guessed that! All I do for her now just do! I do it... enjoy just that! With music which... you make for her!